[It's been awhile now about five days - long enough for things to calm down on Peony's end and for him to stop feeling quite so terrified that Ion will be snatched away at any moment. He's starting to miss having the boy around, really.]
Hey, Ion! How have you been? It gets a little lonely around here without you, but I hope you're safer there. Do you need anything? I know you won't ask on your own if you do, so consider this to be me prodding you for it.
[He's happy to hear the other man's voice, considering everything that's happened recently. Living with Jade isn't terrible, sure, but his flat was quite a few steps down from the quality of life he'd had before. Ion isn't one to complain but it has been chilly living with the Necromancer. Not to mention he feels as if he's overstayed his welcome.]
I've been fine...but I do feel like I've imposed on Jade too much.
Don't be so reserved. When it comes to Jade, you'll know if you've imposed on him too much. He's certainly never shy about letting me know... Besides, without a little pushing he'd probably never bother to have any positive contact with other people at all!
It is. It's one that I don't plan to be involved in anymore, anyway.
[Even if the idea of sitting by bothers him to no end and Dinah punishing Kaname makes him want to strike out and side with Tinder, who he's rather fond of anyway -
Ion... if you're thinking about living with her, you have to. Don't you think it would be cruel to deceive her like that? You aren't your original - you aren't anyone but you, and you shouldn't pretend otherwise.
She's a good girl. I think she's lonely, and I don't think she'd mind the company even if you aren't her Ion.
I know it's cruel. Just existing is cruel to her...but I can't tell her. I don't want her to hurt herself. That's why I was forbidden to be near her in the first place.
[Peony makes it sound so simple but it really isn't. He's been conditioned to act a certain way, to be a certain way, and while he is different from his original it's hard to break that way of thinking. It'll take some time.]
Don't say it like that. Your existence isn't cruel. Besides, you don't have to tell her everything since we're here in this world - she doesn't...
[Encouraging lies like this feels so wrong, especially when he's telling the Fon Master of all people to do it! But this lie is better than the one Ion is already telling.]
She doesn't need to know that the original Fon Master Ion died, only that replicas were made and you're one of them. Then she won't expect you to know everything that he would. Don't you think it's better that way?
Then you tell her that you don't know. Would you be expected to know? Look at Luke, they didn't tell him anything. This position is not your fault. It would be best if you could tell her the entire truth, but if you're genuinely concerned that she would injure herself then the lie of omission is kinder than pretending to be someone that you aren't.
[The distress in his voice is obvious, and even though Peony can't see his face he can picture it. He cringes, looking away from his reader like it will put some distance between himself and the situation.
But only for a moment.]
...all right. All right, I understand. In that case, not discussing it at all for now seems to be for the best.
[The emperor sighs heavily into the receiver.]
I wish that you could just stay here. There's someone out there with a grudge for me though, and I don't want... we shouldn't be connected legally like that. Staying with Arietta or not is your decision in the end, Ion. I just don't want to see you lose yourself in the process.
[That's right, it is. And if Ion decides it on his own, Peony will just have to accept it. At least he'd be asserting himself.]
Mmm. If that is what you decide, you're both welcome here whenever you like. I doubt Jade approves, but Arietta and I actually get along rather well. I don't mind her liger, either.
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Hey, Ion! How have you been? It gets a little lonely around here without you, but I hope you're safer there. Do you need anything? I know you won't ask on your own if you do, so consider this to be me prodding you for it.
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[He's happy to hear the other man's voice, considering everything that's happened recently. Living with Jade isn't terrible, sure, but his flat was quite a few steps down from the quality of life he'd had before. Ion isn't one to complain but it has been chilly living with the Necromancer. Not to mention he feels as if he's overstayed his welcome.]
I've been fine...but I do feel like I've imposed on Jade too much.
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[There's a rustle of fabric and a heavy sigh on Peony's end.]
We should have been more careful. I should have.
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[Even if the idea of sitting by bothers him to no end and Dinah punishing Kaname makes him want to strike out and side with Tinder, who he's rather fond of anyway -
But he can't do that. He has to go home.]
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...what is it?
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Have you told her everything?
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She's a good girl. I think she's lonely, and I don't think she'd mind the company even if you aren't her Ion.
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[Peony makes it sound so simple but it really isn't. He's been conditioned to act a certain way, to be a certain way, and while he is different from his original it's hard to break that way of thinking. It'll take some time.]
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[Encouraging lies like this feels so wrong, especially when he's telling the Fon Master of all people to do it! But this lie is better than the one Ion is already telling.]
She doesn't need to know that the original Fon Master Ion died, only that replicas were made and you're one of them. Then she won't expect you to know everything that he would. Don't you think it's better that way?
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But only for a moment.]
...all right. All right, I understand. In that case, not discussing it at all for now seems to be for the best.
[The emperor sighs heavily into the receiver.]
I wish that you could just stay here. There's someone out there with a grudge for me though, and I don't want... we shouldn't be connected legally like that. Staying with Arietta or not is your decision in the end, Ion. I just don't want to see you lose yourself in the process.
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Mmm. If that is what you decide, you're both welcome here whenever you like. I doubt Jade approves, but Arietta and I actually get along rather well. I don't mind her liger, either.
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